I always felt like a confident woman, I know think it was false confidence. As I am growing my business I am realizing how scary new can feel. I am finding that sharing myself with the world is going to require more growth than I imagined. I am finding so many limiting beliefs trying to slow my progress. Old crappy beliefs sneaking up and jumping out of the shadows. Beliefs I thought I conquered when starting my Placenta Encapsulation business 2 years ago. However, with Placenta Encapsulating it was putting the service out there and no so much me. I am leading an education discussion on essential oils next weekend at my home, which is a first for me. I, Keslie, will be opening my home to share my love and knowledge of essential oils. This is very exciting as I have been dying to share these little gifts with many friends. I trust the oils and their purity and can honestly promote and share them, so why am I so hesitant? Because I am putting me out there.
I trust that the universe will provide me with the perfect group of attendees and that those who attend will be there for their highest and best good. Yet, I feel fear. Fear of judgment mostly.
My Reiki teachings and precepts have taught me that no good comes from living in fear. Abraham has taught me that focusing on negative emotions only attracts more negativity. And the oils have helped me and my family so much, I just know others can benefit from them as well. So here I go, I am changing this feeling right now!
In this moment I am choosing to change my fear into hope!
I just took a 10 minute pause from typing, went and put both Balance Grounding Blend and Peace Reassuring Blend for emotional support. I then did a quick 5 minute breathing meditation focusing on the Reiki Precept, do not be worried, then went on to the focus wheel. I have only done one other focus wheel and it was very powerful. It allowed me to enjoy something that had been building serious momentum for about 10 months. It seems to have worked again. I feel remarkably better. The large lump in my throat is gone and my anxiety levels are virtually normal.
I am so very grateful for all of the tools that I have.
About this blog
After almost 2 years of deep depression and grief I am on the road to Wellness. This is a journey that has no end, yet I reach my goal of wellness everyday. Feeling joy and happiness no matter what the circumstance or situation I am in, is my goal! In this blog I share my struggles, experiences and solutions as I make this choice to live well!